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| Him and I are no more.
It's better this way
We're not together
We're not friends
We're not anything anymore...
This song couldn't be any more true.
I've been listening to it over and over
This song sings from my heart <3
Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember. cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real.
You said they were.
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
DONE. four months of no regrets :)
He'll still be the nicest boy I knew of... | | |
| I'd be lying if I told you things between Lars and I were great. Friday was great, though. I'm glad I didn't go to prom but spend the entire day with him (apparently everyone saw us together, oh and we know they were totally jealous hahaha) "who was the scene boy?" "lindsay's boyfriend" :] friday was a really cute day. We were attached at the hip. held hands, danced in the rain, watch boys hit on Lars hahah and cuddled most of the night away. I was definitely infected with Lars cooties haha... but I love him, I love him a lot. We were totally going to go to After Prom because he wanted free Qdoba but being in his arms felt so much better :]<33
yay . . . our song :)
I feel eyelashes on my cheek
They lacerate my flesh,
A pain so good.
So put your hand in mine, never let go,
Never wake up ‘cause I’m done with promises
I’m taking blood oaths.
Feels like you could kiss
My imperfections, my imperfections away.
And I would stand, stand by your side
Until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes.
And I’ll never need to see the sun again,
There’s enough light in your eyes to light up our little world.
So take me, take me away.
Kill me slowly, I’ll never be the same.
And I swear to you, on everything I am,
And I dedicate to you all that I have
And I promise you that I’ll stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die.
The bite marks on my neck never felt so good.
I’m losing control
And it’s all that I can do not to blackout
Fall into lust with you.
Your kisses infect me.
The dark gift is loving you,
And I’ll never need to see the sun again,
There’s enough light in your eyes to light up our little world.
So take me, take me away.
Kill me slowly, I’ll never be the same.
And I feel immortal
And I want to make you feel the same.
So stand by me as we immolate.
We can burn in each other’s arms.
And I feel immortal
And I want to make you feel the same.
So stand by me as we immolate.
We can burn in each other’s arms
my sunshine :D
<3 | | |
| it's kind of cute. everyone will be able to see the boy im madly in love with at graduation. hooray. ohhh man, he's so excited, and i can't quit smiling :D | | |
| who knew something i was so sure of, be so unsure?
why can't he understand that my world doesn't revolve around him?
why is he so jealous?
why is he doing this to me?
I know he cares about me,
and he feels like it's not "mutual"
its not mutual?
my feelings aren't strong for him?
I don't love him?
who falls asleep because they're tired
wakes up at 11 and remembers
they forgot to call someone
they said they'd call.
talk to him till 1am
everything I ever told anyone about him
was a lie?
my feelings spoke fast and loud.
I don't take anything back
I believe him to be the best thing in my life
I believe he's the only one
I love lars with all my heart. always will.
he gives up?
I GIVE UP.
I don't want to lose him
but if this is the way it was going to be....
my heart's thinking twice....
I HATE LIFE. | | |
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